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| -- I hate losing ppl that are close to me.-- Tonight i couldnt hold back my tears much longer. So tonight was the night i let them all come down. It was hard for me to hear karenann speak about when shes leavin for chicago for college.. shes one of my very close friends. We do a lot of stuff together. And i dont like losing ppl close to me. To many hard relationships that split.. like with my Dad... and some of my friends.. family members..and ppl you love. Its not like you can stop them, or hold them back from their decision. I just wish this wasnt the way it ends.--
Hmm
On another note, today was fun. Elyse and i went shopping. Something thats funny is... everytime im with her.. we always... ALWAYS... get remarks from guys. Like when we were at marshalls this guy pulled over and was like "hey ladies!" and all flirting. And then when we left there were these 2 guys in a pick up just non stop staring.. wow.. it was halarious!. Today elyse and i went up to the person who works at tj max and said.."exscuse me, can i get these half off" The ladie replys "no, why would you be able too? is there something wrong?" "no.. *holds up thong* The material is half gone"!
hahahha. great times.
Well im stayin the night at Karenanns.. were gonna watch the pistons game, talk, eat, cry,.. you know the normal. lol.
Have a great night everyone.. and remember. always tell someone how you feel. To many ppl slip away with out knowing how you feel.
Amanda | | |
| So... i am updating.
lol.
WELCOME SUMMER O5'!
sOO much to do this summer. I have a big to do list i want to acomplish this summer.
I definetly want to meet some new ppl in all the places i visit. I can say i met 2 new guys..thanks to the wonderful amazing jay! Both of them are pretty sweet. Theres ShOcKy (tehe) And Mike. Nice people right there.
hmm i have formal pics below if u didnt get to see them.
Birthday Bash is next weekend.. im pretty flippin excited. It will be amazing.
well.. i will update more later. Im talkin to the 2 wonderful guys.
Amanda
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so since its summer... now offically a new year has begun. or a new start.. or w/e u want to think of it as.. im postin all my pics up...ALL..so new ones can take up the rest of my xanga.
 
 
 
 
Now...my friends <3
  
 
 
 
 .....when i said everything..*takes in deep breath* i meant everything. =(
 
  
   
 
my bro!
 
 for those of you who dont no.. thats my ex. and we got into a marker fight. hahaha.
  
 
 
 
 elyse and i.. AGES ago.
that was taken when i was like 13. hahaha
so thats finally it. lol. besides the one in the previous entry.
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EdIt:// I wanna see how many comments i can get within 7 days. -Amanda
Theres our church formal group. ( im on the end with the black dress.)
Theres Elyse and I
More later.
More:
Elyse and i. You cant really see my face but oh well. Shes one of my best friends. <3
Katie, Jessica, elyse, And Mwah! <3 I love those girls.
<3
 yea... were kinda weird like that.
My bro and elyse... erik in the background.
us 4 again. 
elyse and brandon <3
elyse, karenann, and i
all the girls...
weird stuff like this...ALWAYS happens when im with elyse. 
Then... theres the guys... why kevin is riding justin.. i have no idea lol
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| Today it seems as if everyone is aginst me. I hate that feeling. 
And, tomarow is formal. Was Happy... now.. i just think of it as something that fills my friday up. Not in a bad way. Im happy to spend some time with my friends. But.. meh.. idk. Mixed feelings i guess.
Hmmm.
Honestly to everyone at my school, ive been acting different latley just because im going through some difficult and confusing stages. Nothing God cant handle.. so im sure everything will turn out okay.
If you could just cope with me for a little while longer, im sure i can figure everything out.
Thanks
Amanda | | |
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